Somebody Please Stop The Bus! I Want To Get Off!

I was just as usual thinking about life a little before I go to bed. I know I don't seem like the kind who bothers about life, but I deeply do. I was just thinking as usual from something little to something big. Bear with me, its a really dumb thought process. I was thinking about Singapore, and how I really miss the place the people the culture. I started thinking about how I would really enjoy going back this December. As the soundtrack of The Last Samurai played in the background, I just thought of how I was going to have my usual conversation with my baber now that I am growing my hair out and don't have the need for a cut, but its customary I see him, I mean this is the guy who cut my hair from a child or well a little older then a child. Then I thought, he is not waiting for a chance to cut my hair. What if when I go back he is dead? Life seems to being going really fast. I cant even seem to keep up. Is this more responsibilities I will have to face as an adult? I don't know, I want to slow down a little, this is really stressing me out. I know I sound stupid, but you do realize you only live once right, I mean I don't care about my age or nothing, just the fact of knowing how time is being spent everyday scares me! However stupid this sounds, I know I have no choice but too keep up.


Hey Mr. Bus man, slow down a little,
I want to stop for a bit,
do I have to die just yet?

Have you been going this fast?
I never noticed till this late.
I am moving closer and closer
Oh my God, soon I'll be Dead!

Is this all the time I have?
Will I do enough before I pass?
I feel as if I just opened my eyes.
Don't I have a Choice in this?



Posted by Keiran at 2:13 AM